Always All Ways

Due to resent changes in my life :). I've decided to change my blog. It is not longer suitable for me. Sorry peeps.

So close i can almost taste it!

note: currently reading Air Gear, then moving on to One Piece :)

Damn man! Work is starting to pile on like mad cow disease. But for some odd apparent reason, im PUMPED to do work. I know psycho! but no, i love the chase of deadlines. They make me feel so alive! ahhhhh, what great fun it is to be a student.

I know im not strange little girl. Its just to finish work right before the deadline always gets my heart racing. I like knowing that i have the confidence and swgger to to do work last minute and still obtain considerably good mark eventhough its las minute work. For some reason, my work is always better last minute.

I promised myself im going to do as much work possible before raya starts. By the end of the year i want to be like "woa man!, why do i have so much free time?. Where did all my work go?" hahahahahha. psycho! But seriously, we all know that aint gonna happen. That will never happen.

Im just a procrastinator at heart! :)




Anyhoo, thats all. i just wanted to post a giler babi random thing today. hehehe
next post will have pics, promise!

NItez my little stalkers! HAHAHAHAHAAH.

Im back man! I feel happy yet. very unsatisfied. Its puasa time! NOOOOOOO. Honestly, i love food. and im happy when im eating :(. Not anymore! im just a very cranky person. I apparently swear alot in my head to people who are eating. Haha. you wouldnt want to hear all the things my little mind says when there is lack of food involved. haha. really.

Man U vs M'sia with Sean <3
KL Pac. watched a musical bout N.S.

MTV World Stage! Estranged.
Boys like Girls. Me likey :)

Hoobastank!
1Malaysia! haha

Omg, I haven't blog like in a month. I've been so busy with college that i have been sleeping at 4am most of the days and i barely even have time for myself. Haiya, but now! HOLIDAY! So i guess i have time to just relax. But i haven been updating my blog due to internet failure. So yea, and i have so much to blog about. But i really don't have the time. Im at a cc in Shah Alam. yea....

Anyhoo, im just gonna put up pictures for you.

Models! haha. Man i don't know whats wrong with me. I love doing models!! Its so much fun. It maybe so mahfan redoing some parts (because its not neat). but i love it!! hahaha. I think maybe cause it feels nice making something out of nothing. WEEEEE~ Owh, i know im a physco because i havent finish alot of major projects. But i love the thrill of deadlines :) Yes lah, physco. I know!

Well, Im done for the day.

Always All Ways, Zaf



i miss you everyday

Yay! I'm not emo anymore. And im not panicing. Haha. Days have been good to me. Ok lah, not actually not days lah. But people. ok lah person! *smile smile blush blush*. Wait! my work load also not bad. Boleh tahan lah. Finished most of my homework for the holidays. Go me! :). I didnt procrastinate as much as i thought i would. So i was a good achievement for me. Yes lah! I am easily contented. laugh lah people. haha.

Anyhoo, I'm sorry but i must rant about this.

I am a private person dammit! I don't need people knowing about my life and what i do in that life! Why in the world do you want to tell people what we do?! It's like you have no regards for the feelings of others. Especially, when your in a relationship. When you talk or what you do sometimes reflect the other person. Damn lah wei. Use your brain man!

Owh, and one more thing. Things people tell you at times are confidential. Don't go telling other people. Sometimes, it might be hurtful to your friends. But still, don't go and create conflict. Honestly, I hear backstabs but not in hells way am i gonna say anything. I keep it to myself.

Damn wei, im starting to panic! I have so much work to do but i cant help procrastinating. And when i try to stop procrastinationg, my brain just shuts down. Shit. Thats not a good thing. When my brain doesnt work when i want it. I tend to swear more. Ahhhhhhh. Shit. In my head i know i have like the whole week to finish it up. But i just cant help to panic. Normally, i would always finish my work last minute, but blooodyy shit!! i have sooooo much work to do. damn. I feel so sucky now.

Shit, i got to go do some of my work lah! Before it eats me inside.

Today has been not such. wait. has been a very unproductive day. Didn't feel like doing anything. I just felt down and depressed. I barely even left the room. Feel somewhat pathetic.

I don't know whats wrong with me :(

All i know is i have tons of bapak giler baabii banyak work to do. And i shall do it. Soon. I will dedicate one whole day to doing work! (individual work, not group work ya). Ahhhh, just have to get myself out of a slump.

I have a song stuck in my head! nooooo.Thanks to my friend lawrence! I have Northern Downpour by Panic! at The Disco stuck in my head. Ahhhh, but actually. I never want it to go away. Such a good song and the lyrics so meaningful! and deep.

OMG! You have no idea how thankful i am to finally have a holiday. haha. Well, i like college. But sometimes its just very draining. And the work load isnt as much as other courses are im sure. But its still alot to me!! So yea! HOLIDAY man! Gotta make time for all my assignmets (yuck!). And of course gotta make time for my people!! You know who you are! *wink wink*. :)

Well, i would have to say, college has been good to me today. It went by very fast! By the time i noticed, it was my last subject for the day. A subject i've grown to like or at least try too. Hmmm, i love to procrastinate! bt sometimes, i feel like i deserve it. The past few days have been non-stop drawing and designing. I have been sleeping late just to finish it all up. But at the back of my head, i know i have BAPAK GILER BABI BANYAK work to do. haha. Let me list them down for you.

Woa! the weekend is gonna be packed with work! Drawing for Design Communication. Drawing for Introduction to Design. Folio for Malaysian Studies and English papers to do. Yes, and all must be done before monday. Yay! Work.

Well, lets see if i made some progress today? Erm, I've finished my Malaysian St. work. Just a massive load of drawing to be done. Great man. Aiya! I dunno lah. Drawing lines suck! And very the pening man. My class actually booked the studio for drawing tomorrow. But i doubt the fact that i'll be going. I need to go out and buy my Ibu a present for mummy's day!! Which i havent done yet. oooo.

Today was cool. I went out for brunch with Sean during his break and went out for a movie. But after his break and before his movie he had accounts class. So i went to Taylors Subang campus to study at they're library. Owh, btw. I brought my T ruler(a big ass long ruler) along thinking i could draw there. I tell you man!!! People stare at me like i some kind of freak at that campus. I know lah, never see such a long ruler before right. But no need to stare man. It was either they never seen a T ruler or they're very intrigued to see a pj campus student. haiya. I felt like a fish out of water. haha. obviously.

After that, watched Star Trek with Sean. Awsome!! but it wasnt "his cup of tea". SORRY for making you watch it! haha. Ahhhh, wanna watch it again. Overall today was a good day :)

Sorry lah, gtg. Work to be done.
p.s: remind me never to bring my big ass long ruler to the main capus anymore unless i want to be stared at.



Always All Ways, Zaf


How now?

Well, today was suppose to be a good day. But fate would have it, the day didnt go the way i hoped.

Hoping to wake up late. But my mind just wasnt working towards it. I wanted to be late for Technical English. But again didnt work in my favour. Cause there was no traffic jam! Believe me, i get frustrated when this happens. Traffic jam when i try to avoid it. And no traffic jam when i need it. haih.
My next subject was Introduction to design. Let me tell you, My lecturer is the most relaxed lecturer i've had. but eventhough she's like that. When she teaches you just get it on the spot. She makes class very enjoyable and its like you just want to go for her lesson. (Which is what most people do. They skip english and come for her lesson.)

Finished class at 3 and went home. Was expecting a visitor you see. But during all that time. I was talking to Naim! :)
Ahhh, my dear bro. Cant wait for July! Finally, FRIEND!! And i wont feel like such a loner. haha. Owh, and just a fun fact! I've been friends with Naim Azwan for 10years man! We should go out and celebratre this beautiful mildstone.

This is dedicated for you Bro! :)

Always All Ways, Zaf




Insecure as always now

I perfer my Tuesdays and Thursday more compared to my Mondays and Wednesday. Not only do i have less subjects but the lecturers are awsome too. I finished early today. Around 45min early. My lecturer didnt have anything much to teach, so she dismissed us early. My course is often very subjective. Sometimes finish early and others late. Another thing i notice is i have 2subjects that dont have final exams for and their based on portfolio's that we do in class. And at the end of it, everything is counted in my GPA. So yea.

But i just cant help feeling like the days are just passing by without any second thought. So quick and so direct. Where has all the time gone spent?


Anyhoo, Next week my Introduction to design Lecturer Ms. Sofia is bringing us for another FieldTrip. She wants to go to Ikea and eat meatballs! :). Cant wait.

Harlo!
Wah, today was just so shitty and tiring. But its what i kinda expected. haha. Let me start with the lack of sleep due to my technical drawing. I stayed up until 2am drawing lines. So much line! My eyes were hurting. The shitty part was when i had my design communication class(technical drawing) my teacher said : "Oh, my mistake class. Due to the fact that i did not teach you enough about scaling. You all have to redo it." OMG!!! I was pissed. But mostly tired to care.

So, maybe I'll redo it, just maybe :)


My belt that i bought from Fitri's sister came by mail today! Yay! So happy, so beautiful. hehe. Im so gonna wear it tomorrow yall! :D. Thanks Fitri and Fitri's Sister! Payment is on the way!

Anyhoo, today wasnt anything special. So there's not much to tell you.
And i'm bloody tired! :)

ps: I would love to see everyone again.

Always All Ways, Zaf



I miss you all the time.

Hello my dears!
Im not really in a good mood right now. Frustration is apon me. Apon me like a ton of bricks!!! GRRRR, you have no idea how frustrated i am with my technical drawings and my teacher. Haiya. I've know this for a while now. but college isnt as fun as it is. I mean the work load lah. haha.

My teacher. well i wouldnt say she isnt qualified. But to me she isnt qualified. haha. She's fresh out of Lim Kok Weng, and i doubt the fact that she's actually done a technical drawing of a house. Wait, no. She didnt ask us(my class) to draw a house. More of a toilet actually. Hmm. So its just kinda frustrating, when i want to do my drawing. But i dont know how. And when i ask her. Its like she doesnt know either.

Im doing the best i can!

I miss highschool. I miss the times when you could just skip a day of class just because you feel like it and by the next day you have everything covered. Its not the same when your in college. When you miss a day of class. Your freaking lost!!! Ahhhh, but one thing that satisfies my frustration is....

I have no maths! :) The only form of numbers i have, is scaling. Changing things to cm. Ahhhh, the advantage of being a designer! I think. hehe



Well, im still trying to get my life in place. I think ive been doing pretty well for my first month in college. Yes, i've been a college student for 1 whole month man! It feels like forever, haha. No lah. Owh, and i havent missed a class yet!! hahahah. Nerd much! not really, its just i cant afford to. Thats the disadvantage of being in a designing school. hmmm.
But what i've noticed is.... my drawing is getting so much better! :)


*Labour day: It was awsome. I had a wonderful day with you :). One word for you Magical*


Anyhoo, I have a ton of more drawing to do my darlings. Till next time!


Always All Ways, Zaf



come back to me**

Woa! College has been though this week. I have tons of assignments to finish. And i'm still procrastinating my heart out. hehe normal lah tu.

Today, my class and i went for another classtrip. But this time we got to join with the architecture students! haha. What nice and crazy people. Guess who's taking achitecture and happens to be in on the same trip!...... Jing Chong!! TADA! yea, a familar face out of 30 other. hahaha. We went to the Royal Selangor Pewter place. It happens to be located in KL. hmmmm. So jauh, just to see pewter. it was fun! but also boring. We went on the tour that took about 30mins. Alot of interesting shapes. but i just wanted to go home. Tired and over worked! hahah, BS man. i think ID happens to be the most relaxed class out of all the design school! Honestly, i dun even have class on friday. And there are days when i start at 9am, But every single day we draw!

I took abit of pictures of my trip. But nothing much you all would be interested in. Except me standing on a GIANT scale. yea, but i didnt take that. My friend Howie took it. And i have no idea why. hahaha.

Well, lifes been abit of a routine lately. Same old thing week after week. I miss days when i didnt know what i was gonna do and just wake up and say "hey, i think i'll go out". Good old times man.

I feel very contented with my life right now. Everything seems to be falling into place :)

Ahhhh, I cant blog anymore. So ill stop now.



Always All Ways, Zaf

Your all i want, right here and right now.

Thats my lecturer : Ms Sofie

Sorry, abit blur.
The guy blocking his face with his hat is How Liong and in the black is Shun :)

Left to right : KC, Xin and Lee Seng!

Kate. She drove us to pyramid

Aldilla and Jojo

Me!!! :)

All the girls in my class of 12

Well, i actually took like alot of pictures of pyramid but i really havent gotten use to blogspot yet. So maybe another time ya! Owh, btw there are 2guys whom pictures i haven taken yet. Cause they dont want to be taken. haha

Always all ways, Zaf

Its not the end, just a new begining. (Full stop. New paragraph)