Always All Ways

Yay! I'm not emo anymore. And im not panicing. Haha. Days have been good to me. Ok lah, not actually not days lah. But people. ok lah person! *smile smile blush blush*. Wait! my work load also not bad. Boleh tahan lah. Finished most of my homework for the holidays. Go me! :). I didnt procrastinate as much as i thought i would. So i was a good achievement for me. Yes lah! I am easily contented. laugh lah people. haha.

Anyhoo, I'm sorry but i must rant about this.

I am a private person dammit! I don't need people knowing about my life and what i do in that life! Why in the world do you want to tell people what we do?! It's like you have no regards for the feelings of others. Especially, when your in a relationship. When you talk or what you do sometimes reflect the other person. Damn lah wei. Use your brain man!

Owh, and one more thing. Things people tell you at times are confidential. Don't go telling other people. Sometimes, it might be hurtful to your friends. But still, don't go and create conflict. Honestly, I hear backstabs but not in hells way am i gonna say anything. I keep it to myself.

Haiya, don't wanna blog anymore. Need sleep. Gotta wake up super duper bapak giler babi early. Watching footbal. Then college. Damn i have a long day ahead of me. :)




We learnt bout rendering today. haha. It was nice colouring but the markers are 6ringgit each!

Damn wei, im starting to panic! I have so much work to do but i cant help procrastinating. And when i try to stop procrastinationg, my brain just shuts down. Shit. Thats not a good thing. When my brain doesnt work when i want it. I tend to swear more. Ahhhhhhh. Shit. In my head i know i have like the whole week to finish it up. But i just cant help to panic. Normally, i would always finish my work last minute, but blooodyy shit!! i have sooooo much work to do. damn. I feel so sucky now.

Shit, i got to go do some of my work lah! Before it eats me inside.

Today has been not such. wait. has been a very unproductive day. Didn't feel like doing anything. I just felt down and depressed. I barely even left the room. Feel somewhat pathetic.

I don't know whats wrong with me :(

All i know is i have tons of bapak giler baabii banyak work to do. And i shall do it. Soon. I will dedicate one whole day to doing work! (individual work, not group work ya). Ahhhh, just have to get myself out of a slump.

I have a song stuck in my head! nooooo.Thanks to my friend lawrence! I have Northern Downpour by Panic! at The Disco stuck in my head. Ahhhh, but actually. I never want it to go away. Such a good song and the lyrics so meaningful! and deep.

If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me

And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down

Anyhoo, lets talk bout today! It started off pretty well, abit nervous driving to college. psst, it was my first time :). haha. Had a test in the morning, but i couldn't really concentrate after awhile. I was just thinking bout the trip. hmmmm, the test wasnt hard, just abit confusing at times.

After the test was finished, had to wait for Jojo to finish her test cause she came late. haha, She always comes late. bt still love her anyways. Left for The Curve at 12.20! damn late man. So i drove as fast as i could man!! and we made it just as the clock turned 1. except, my lecturer got lost finding her way. haha! funny lah she.

We watched Angels and Demon! AWSOME man. I mean for people who like that kind of thing. I enjoyed it, but some of my friends thought it was too long. owh well. After the movie, my lecturer wanted to to go eat meatballs and off we went to IKEA! Michael ate 2plates! Everyone was like WTH! For a small boy he eats aot. haha. Just like Jughead for the Archie comics :).

After everything, i had to send four people home. GOD! i got lost!! So malu man. I didnt know how to get back. It like took me half an hour to get back to the original route. SHEEEEEEEEEEET! Addition to that, it was go home time! JAM! OMG! I only got home at 7.20. The funny part of driving was, I got a cram in my leg when i was driving! hahahaha. In my head i was screaming SHIT SHIT SHIT. AHHHHHHHH!! yea, sad case man. Owh well. Lazy lah.

Here are some pictures :)

most of the class

Shun, Lee Seng, Kate and Zin (L2R)
Michael (Tanjong), Jojo and Aldilla (F2B)

HAFIZ!!!!!! hahaHoWieEE (so cute) haha.

Sorry lah no pics of me, got. But just not on my camera. So have to wait lah. haha


Till, next time.

Always All Ways, Zaf.


Hey moon, please forget to fall down.

OMG! You have no idea how thankful i am to finally have a holiday. haha. Well, i like college. But sometimes its just very draining. And the work load isnt as much as other courses are im sure. But its still alot to me!! So yea! HOLIDAY man! Gotta make time for all my assignmets (yuck!). And of course gotta make time for my people!! You know who you are! *wink wink*. :)

Well, i would have to say, college has been good to me today. It went by very fast! By the time i noticed, it was my last subject for the day. A subject i've grown to like or at least try too. Hmmm, i love to procrastinate! bt sometimes, i feel like i deserve it. The past few days have been non-stop drawing and designing. I have been sleeping late just to finish it all up. But at the back of my head, i know i have BAPAK GILER BABI BANYAK work to do. haha. Let me list them down for you.

Woa! the weekend is gonna be packed with work! Drawing for Design Communication. Drawing for Introduction to Design. Folio for Malaysian Studies and English papers to do. Yes, and all must be done before monday. Yay! Work.

Well, lets see if i made some progress today? Erm, I've finished my Malaysian St. work. Just a massive load of drawing to be done. Great man. Aiya! I dunno lah. Drawing lines suck! And very the pening man. My class actually booked the studio for drawing tomorrow. But i doubt the fact that i'll be going. I need to go out and buy my Ibu a present for mummy's day!! Which i havent done yet. oooo.

Today was cool. I went out for brunch with Sean during his break and went out for a movie. But after his break and before his movie he had accounts class. So i went to Taylors Subang campus to study at they're library. Owh, btw. I brought my T ruler(a big ass long ruler) along thinking i could draw there. I tell you man!!! People stare at me like i some kind of freak at that campus. I know lah, never see such a long ruler before right. But no need to stare man. It was either they never seen a T ruler or they're very intrigued to see a pj campus student. haiya. I felt like a fish out of water. haha. obviously.

After that, watched Star Trek with Sean. Awsome!! but it wasnt "his cup of tea". SORRY for making you watch it! haha. Ahhhh, wanna watch it again. Overall today was a good day :)

Sorry lah, gtg. Work to be done.
p.s: remind me never to bring my big ass long ruler to the main capus anymore unless i want to be stared at.



Always All Ways, Zaf


How now?

Well, today was suppose to be a good day. But fate would have it, the day didnt go the way i hoped.

Hoping to wake up late. But my mind just wasnt working towards it. I wanted to be late for Technical English. But again didnt work in my favour. Cause there was no traffic jam! Believe me, i get frustrated when this happens. Traffic jam when i try to avoid it. And no traffic jam when i need it. haih.
My next subject was Introduction to design. Let me tell you, My lecturer is the most relaxed lecturer i've had. but eventhough she's like that. When she teaches you just get it on the spot. She makes class very enjoyable and its like you just want to go for her lesson. (Which is what most people do. They skip english and come for her lesson.)

Finished class at 3 and went home. Was expecting a visitor you see. But during all that time. I was talking to Naim! :)
Ahhh, my dear bro. Cant wait for July! Finally, FRIEND!! And i wont feel like such a loner. haha. Owh, and just a fun fact! I've been friends with Naim Azwan for 10years man! We should go out and celebratre this beautiful mildstone.

This is dedicated for you Bro! :)

Tada! Naim :)

Anyhoo, i really dont know my plan tomorrow. But maybe gonna see Fitri to pass some money. (eh, you happy now? ). haha :).

Owh,and i hope to get some work done. Tons of drawing to do and only one day to pass them up.



Hmmmm, SPECIAL is the word of the day. Do you know what it means? I certainly dont!..... anymore. All i know is ignorance is bliss.

I perfer my Tuesdays and Thursday more compared to my Mondays and Wednesday. Not only do i have less subjects but the lecturers are awsome too. I finished early today. Around 45min early. My lecturer didnt have anything much to teach, so she dismissed us early. My course is often very subjective. Sometimes finish early and others late. Another thing i notice is i have 2subjects that dont have final exams for and their based on portfolio's that we do in class. And at the end of it, everything is counted in my GPA. So yea.

But i just cant help feeling like the days are just passing by without any second thought. So quick and so direct. Where has all the time gone spent?


Anyhoo, Next week my Introduction to design Lecturer Ms. Sofia is bringing us for another FieldTrip. She wants to go to Ikea and eat meatballs! :). Cant wait.

Harlo!
Wah, today was just so shitty and tiring. But its what i kinda expected. haha. Let me start with the lack of sleep due to my technical drawing. I stayed up until 2am drawing lines. So much line! My eyes were hurting. The shitty part was when i had my design communication class(technical drawing) my teacher said : "Oh, my mistake class. Due to the fact that i did not teach you enough about scaling. You all have to redo it." OMG!!! I was pissed. But mostly tired to care.

So, maybe I'll redo it, just maybe :)


My belt that i bought from Fitri's sister came by mail today! Yay! So happy, so beautiful. hehe. Im so gonna wear it tomorrow yall! :D. Thanks Fitri and Fitri's Sister! Payment is on the way!

Anyhoo, today wasnt anything special. So there's not much to tell you.
And i'm bloody tired! :)

ps: I would love to see everyone again.

Always All Ways, Zaf



I miss you all the time.

Hello my dears!
Im not really in a good mood right now. Frustration is apon me. Apon me like a ton of bricks!!! GRRRR, you have no idea how frustrated i am with my technical drawings and my teacher. Haiya. I've know this for a while now. but college isnt as fun as it is. I mean the work load lah. haha.

My teacher. well i wouldnt say she isnt qualified. But to me she isnt qualified. haha. She's fresh out of Lim Kok Weng, and i doubt the fact that she's actually done a technical drawing of a house. Wait, no. She didnt ask us(my class) to draw a house. More of a toilet actually. Hmm. So its just kinda frustrating, when i want to do my drawing. But i dont know how. And when i ask her. Its like she doesnt know either.

Im doing the best i can!

I miss highschool. I miss the times when you could just skip a day of class just because you feel like it and by the next day you have everything covered. Its not the same when your in college. When you miss a day of class. Your freaking lost!!! Ahhhh, but one thing that satisfies my frustration is....

I have no maths! :) The only form of numbers i have, is scaling. Changing things to cm. Ahhhh, the advantage of being a designer! I think. hehe



Well, im still trying to get my life in place. I think ive been doing pretty well for my first month in college. Yes, i've been a college student for 1 whole month man! It feels like forever, haha. No lah. Owh, and i havent missed a class yet!! hahahah. Nerd much! not really, its just i cant afford to. Thats the disadvantage of being in a designing school. hmmm.
But what i've noticed is.... my drawing is getting so much better! :)


*Labour day: It was awsome. I had a wonderful day with you :). One word for you Magical*


Anyhoo, I have a ton of more drawing to do my darlings. Till next time!


Always All Ways, Zaf



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